Today is...a long time away from the last time I wrote. Seems like just yesterday I was worried about dying, being bald, and other stuff related to cancer. I guess I must be feeling better and be healthy as a horse as now I am worried about getting a job/not getting a job. A few months ago I probably wouldn't have cared either way. As crazy and as stressful as it is to be out applying, interviewing, and not getting jobs, I do appreciate the feelings that go with it, as that seems "normal" and more like what I should be worried about at 32. I'm sure there has to be someone out there who wants to give me a job. I just wish they would shout it out sometime soon.